Done!

Hooray!!!

Went to the graduate school today, submitted my hard cover copy thesis, 2 for Faculty of Graduate Studies, 4 for the college of music, 1 more for my teacher, and the last one to keep for myself. Paid all the money, signed all the paper, check all the documents with the academic office and IT center for record.... on and on and on... and finally, the officer said, "FINISH! See you next year April for the convocation registration." hooray!

Will I be there for the convocation ceremony? Don't know, maybe. But I really don't like to sit in the big hall, waited for couple of hours, walk up the stage and have it for few seconds... and wait again for few hours. Maybe the UPM one was really a tortured for me. Ha

CM

Don't know why, I always like this picture so much. Because of the strawberry? Not really... I'm those kind of person that can go with every food, anything is ok and not ok.

A friend told me this... 'who who who said he met you, and he said you looks exactly the same, but less talkative and looks more mature...'

Am I talkative? I never realised that. I always thought most of the time I'm the one that sit and listen... though sometime I gossip a bit. haha

More mature? I don't feel that at all... I will say there are more things in my mind now, more things that I want to do... and of course have to face a lot of fact now. Is not like I don't have to before, is just now even a normal friend of mine can tell that I'm thinking a lot. ha

Think of what... work, what to practise, what to perform, what to teach... and what else? Don't know. But sometime just don't feel fulfill by all these... What happen to me? haha

That's me... CM

JM, your mail reach at the perfect timing when I feel bored.

Jie, your invitation for blog is kinda surprise, but is a nice blog that full with pictures. ha

jie jie, I miss you...

Nan, you know it, I said it all the time.

Home... when I'm there, i'm there... when i'm not there, my mind is still there...

Planning

People come and left... like just say hi before, then they are there to say goodbye for something else. I really don't like it... or guess, I always get close to people just went they are about to go off. Hey Dave and Leslie, and of course Dan and Cheryl, is really nice to get to know you more before you went off, though is a bit late, still...

Everybody asked me the same question before they went off... 'When are you coming?' Yes, is always my plan to go out there, really really want to. The chance was there, but I missed it... Everytime there is something that stopped me, or perhaps I'm not really ready for it.

Planning... yes... I did it all the time. But for this time, I'm really ready to put everything into this planning, and have myself fully ready. It is like all the previous plannings lead it to this one, and actually gain me a great chance to really get a lot from it. I'm not gonna miss it again. Have been doing it for so long, 3 years is just another period...

3 years... is not a long period to wait, not too long to wait for someone, wait for something, and wait for better life coming. Somemore, is not sit there and wait, is a lot more hard work.

I will have it happen!!!