Is a totally different lifestyle... it might because I'm working now...
I wasn't that good at socialize while back home, and I like to stick myself to a place, a safe one where I can do my own things... In some ways, I'm not a person that will involve in some experimental thing.
BUT, that really sounds 'Malaysian' for me, and I don't want to just stick there and be like that for the rest of my life.
Although now is different, start to talk more with people, mess up with friends... but still is hard to get just right out there and explore...
ha, in some way, the job I have now really push me for it. Talk to stranger, guess artist that coming in, contact some artist by email, etc... kekeke, guess I'm not doing that bad, at least some people said that I seems to good at socialize, which I always talk talk talk here... hahaha!!!
NO! I don't. And if I have a choice, I still prefer to listen. Hahaha Sorry my friends, sometime while with you guys, I just want to be silent, is not that I'm angry or I'm not happy.
Being here, is different... But I still want to be myself. What is this 'myself' thing now? --- 'SPACE'
3 comments:
"Myself" changes from time to time, and it is composed of different 'dimensions' of you.
You are what u are right now.
Just like your blog... you have a new blog design (kinda like it actually)...but it's stil CM's and the place u spilt your thoughts and feelings
Doing new things is like reading a book you never read before, or gaining some advanced knowledge.
U learn something new and those knowledge/ skills are the 'add-on(s)' to you.
So, in this situation, are you still yourself?
haha, wondering who you are...
thanks for the 'thought'... sometimes it do freak me out when things doens't go as what I planned, which means some new things happen... but that's for the personnal life management.
but as for music, yupe! I kind of like the way it is now, people write new stuff for me, experimental, different kind of combination of ensemble... I love it so much! haha
no matter how, still the same, I need planning, and spacing for myself. ha!
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