Instinct

Once Nancy told me this... 'you always have a picture in your mind on what you want... you might not have a plan, but you follow your instinct, and somehow it lead you to somewhere... and you are doing it alright, might not be the absolute proper direction, but somehow something is going on, in a good way.'

Thanks for telling me the instinct part... Though I know it... haha

Sometime I seems like thinking of something, but actually I'm just clearing my head, cool down, and wait for the automatic response from my heart. Is just like before I play for any concert, I won't sit there to think about it, but just clear my mind...empty.

Maybe when you already prepared hard before that, your body, your mind already know how to response.

So, am I a hard working person? Not sure... But all the time, I do want to rest more, sleep more, and just sit there do nothing. hahaha.... But i'm afraid to do that as well... Luckily now going to bookstore and read through some books is working well for me. hahaha

Sometime in the morning, I just don't feel like wake up, but if I continue sleep, somehow my brain will tell me 'there's something you have to do, wake up!!!' hahaha... that's weird, and I don't know how to stop that.

Tell me my friend, how?