Planning

People come and left... like just say hi before, then they are there to say goodbye for something else. I really don't like it... or guess, I always get close to people just went they are about to go off. Hey Dave and Leslie, and of course Dan and Cheryl, is really nice to get to know you more before you went off, though is a bit late, still...

Everybody asked me the same question before they went off... 'When are you coming?' Yes, is always my plan to go out there, really really want to. The chance was there, but I missed it... Everytime there is something that stopped me, or perhaps I'm not really ready for it.

Planning... yes... I did it all the time. But for this time, I'm really ready to put everything into this planning, and have myself fully ready. It is like all the previous plannings lead it to this one, and actually gain me a great chance to really get a lot from it. I'm not gonna miss it again. Have been doing it for so long, 3 years is just another period...

3 years... is not a long period to wait, not too long to wait for someone, wait for something, and wait for better life coming. Somemore, is not sit there and wait, is a lot more hard work.

I will have it happen!!!