Saturday, September 23, 2006

Back KL

Yea, i'm back, before the coup d'etat at Thailand. I reached KL 9pm on Tuesday night.

Why suddenly go home? Nothing special... just feel like coming home. So i bought the ticket, and that's it, i'm back.

geesh...everytime i'm back, i will need to buy a new mobile phone line again. I always forgot to reload the number before i back to Bangkok... But, wow, is cheap! haha

No planning, and plan nothing. Just want to relax... and spent time doing what i want to. IS HOLIDAY!!!

I will be back to Bangkok on the 1st Oct. See ya then!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

...???!!!

Feel rather down this whole week... not that something bad happened, but just cant get myself cheers up most of the time. haha, wierd uh?

Had been trying to practise more this week... feel good on some sessions. Had a few run through with my pianist for next Monday jury exam. Thank you A.Yoshimi! A lesson for myself, dont just concentrate on your own part, should always study the piano part as well, specially when it is a fast music. Try to memorize all the cues...

Was trying hard on the Lauba's Balafon as well. Is an etude for Circular Breathing... circular breathing is not hard, but to keep your finger run for 7 minutes non stop is hard. haha. perhaps is time to work a bit on my finger running stamina?

And i met two pianists this week. Both japanese, but one studied at Austria, and one from Paris. Totally different touch, different interpretation... hmm...which one should i choose for my graduation recital pianist???

Anyway, i'm going back home Tuesday. Just wanna be away from Mahidol for a while...

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Sharing...

Was reading the article by Chan, about the ISME. Then the thought of this sharing pop up in my mind again. It has been my mind all the time, no matter i'm at Malaysia or here Thailand.

Is just the same situation... people will only said, 'come on la, share it la, we can help mah...' Then after you blah it out, they will throw you this... 'oh, that's suck! you shouldn't have... anyway, just try your best la!'

So, that's it? What's the point of telling you, and let you throw me back all this 'suck!' to me, and leave me hang there don't know what to respond. Ha...

I would rather you just leave me alone for what i'm trying to do. I'm just doing it, because i hope people will do the same, by helping me, when i need it. If you can't understand the situation, just say you dont get it. Don't simply give the conclusion that 'IT IS SUCK!'

Anyway, thanks for sharing...

Conversation

Was having this conversation, while i was half way practising....

X: I heard you are doing the project...how's it?

Y: Yea, tell us, maybe can help you.

CM: blah blah blah...

X: Oh, that's suck! I thought last year was suck, this year is even worst.

Y: They are just taking advantage on you. You shouldn't have help. Is no way that we gonna help though.

CM: I just want to help thoes kids from other country...

X: Yea, but still, too much works for you. And the organization is suck.

Y: Oh, btw, can you help us for ...

CM: (Eh? what's this?... )

So, since when i'm the one who start handling all these matters...solving all sort of shits for those a*shole? Here you said i shouldn't have help others, then you ask can i help you this...What the f*ck!

Guess i should keep myself more low profile sometime... dont try to voice out too much...

Sunday, September 03, 2006

SAYOWE

Though is hard... but the Quartet decided not to go Osaka for competition. 40,000 baht is not a lot money for some people, but is a lot for thai... it can be 4 months salary for a normal office staff... it can be 8 months of salary for a hawker that selling food night and day... or it can be 1 month salary for a taxi driver, consider they work hard enough... Anyway, we are not going... sigh!

And since i'm not going, the head of the Activity Office ask me to be his assistant for this SAYOWE... again...again and again...this is the fourth year i involve with this, being a musician for first two years, and the head of staff for last year...

So, this year... 10/4-15, Bann Phu Wann Pastoral training center, 1 orchestra, 1 band, 2 conductos, 3 soloist, hundred over students from Asean country. Lots of work? not really... hard? not really... then why they need me to be assistant? who knows...

Therfore, my schedule for this coming October will have some slight change... i will be working for SAYOWE from 10/2-16... will be away for vacation with someone after that, to celebrate my birthday, then will back home directly, perhaps on the 20th.

And, i just change my thai phone number... if you havent receive my email about this, please send me one.